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Everything Sucks When You​’​re Not Around

by Steven Sutfin

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1.
I'll look up at the stars and wonder where you are And wonder if you're staring back at me I'll wonder, I'll wander all around the Earth Cause nothing compares to when I'm with you I miss that face you used to give me when you told me you loved me so much I miss that time that i accidentally made you cry and i just held you on your couch I miss that time you walked all the way from your house just to meet me at the park You'd brighten up my day with every word you'd say and I just wish this would last and it didn't have to end so fast and you didn't have to go away it didn't have to end to day Please please just stay
2.
You told me you wanted to be by yourself You told you just wanted some time with nobody else Just some time all by yourself Just some time with nobody else You had me like 0000000OOOOOOOOooooooooooo She had me like 0000000OOOOOOOOooooooooooo But now I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone and I just want you to come home 0000000OOOOOOOOooooooooooo 0000000OOOOOOOOooooooooooo
3.
Something about him His car ain't nice and flashy (yeah yeah) There’s something about him Yeah, his attitude, it's like magic (yeah yeah) There's something about him I know I got to have it And oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I really like how you do all the things that you do I really like how you say all the things that you say (I love him!) I really like how you do all the things you could do I really like all the things that you really could say, aye I really like how you move when you’re out by yourself I really like all your crew and you can take 'em to hell Boy, don't you know I fucking got you? Right, right There's something about him His car ain't nice and flashy (yeah yeah) There's something about him Yeah, his attitude is like magic (yeah yeah) There's something about him I know I got to have it And oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
4.
Let Go 02:06
I've been feeling this way for a real long time And I finally got it out of my mind, I'm so fine I got used to being alone I don't even know if I wanna skate hoooooooommme So let's take some time And enjoy when you were mine When I could still hold you tight Holding you that night And I know things have been hard But I've seen your scars Just PLEASE DONT LEAVEEEEEE I've been feeling this way for a real long time And I finally got it out of my mind, I'm so fine I got used to being alone I don't even know if I wanna skate hoooooooommme
5.
You said youd leave me alone And i can't say that wish you won't Cause now I'm meeting new girls from all across town And they sure like to go down Ive lost like forty pounds,, since you left I've been skating around,, you're a mess That's why you left, you're a mess That's why you left, you're a mess You know life's a test Baby just get some rest And then maybe you'll see A life with out me Even though I know I'm not alone I still lost my home The one thing that Made me feel like Life wasn't so hard You were the best part Loving you ain't smart I need to let go I need to let go I need to let go I need to let go
6.
I'll blame it on those drugs you did Popping pills to help you cope With what now I don't know But was it worth all this pain And I know we both have our flaws But I just wish I was gone To some place where I could be Safe and care free And I know that you don't want me here But I can't bring myself to leave And I know that I don't belong here But do you remember that time we kissed under that tree I punched a whole in my wall last week And I don't think I should be Alone in my room everyday I miss those words you'd say I'm losing weight like I'm losing you And there's no coming back After those things I did After those things you said And I know that you don't want me here But I can't bring myself to leave And I know that I don't belong here But do you remember that time we kissed under that tree I don't know why I keep writing songs about you It just seems like I'm so sad and alone that's the only thing I can do And I know I should get outta my Head more I should get outta bed but there's nothing worth waking up for
7.
My neighbor is a drug dealer I turn off my phone I like to stay home My neighbor is a drug dealer He's got whatcha need in ziplock baggies I want to feel important Want to get out of Portland My mother is a secretary She talks on the phone and dreams about home in Hawaii And she sure loves me She sure loves me She sure loves me I want to go to Boston Live in a house that's haunted My neighbor is a drug dealer He keeps his house clean And sells the kids weed I don't talk to him or anybody I don't know what i need (x6)
8.
I gotta gold chain but I still feel the pain look into your eyes like stars in the sky I gotta go babe I wish I could stay but the boys are heading out and I gotta go my own way You said you leave me alone But now you're here hitting my phone I knew from the start you'd be trouble but I never knew what you could do You got me outta my bubble but all that shit you put me through I'll hang out with the boys a cart be gone one night I'll hangout with the boys and smoke till I feel alright And I know it'll for me to let go But can't you see I know it'll be hard for me to let go And I know it'll be hard for me to let go
9.
I just got back from a show And now I feel so alone Don't know what to do on my own I bet your with your friends getting stoned I call you on my phone but you won't pick up It seems like I'll never be enough You're probably out getting drunk You're always stuck in a runt But you'll be fine, you'll be fine You'll be fine, you'll be fine That's what you tell yourself when you look in the mirror at night That's what you tell yourself when you try not to cry You'll be fine you'll be fine You'll be fine you'll be fine Just one more smoke, just one more puff I'll take one more but it'll never be enough To satisfy my needs To give me what I need I promise just one more drink Before I stop and think About how all the stuff I'm doing right now is just going to come back in future 20-30 years and it's gonna kill me But you'll be fine, yeah you'll be fine Yeah you'll be fine, yeah you'll be fine, yeah you'll be fineeeeeeeee Yeah you'll be fineeeeeeeee Yeah you'll be fine yeah you'll be fine Yeah you'll be fine yeah you'll be fine.
10.
I'm walking downtown and I know your around Im laying in my bed and I just need to calm down I took too many pills I just need to come down I took too many pills I just need to calm down And I'll stay sad I'll stay mad And I'll stay reckless And I couldn't care less I never said the things you said I did And It doesn't matter now it never did Look at me now just sitting in my bed Nothing else to do but write songs about my ex girlfriend
11.
I stay awake in my bed at night Thinking bout All the times I spent I with you, and all my friends Wish it would never end I been in my room for weeks Haven't seen the outside These four walls I see Can't let go of my pride Can't let go of my pride Can't let go of my pride Can't take away my pride I just wanna see my friends I want all this to end Watching Netflix in my room but I feel like I'm locked in pen I can't escape my mind But I'm still on my grind Tryna make the best album of all motherfuckin time I stay awake in my bed at night Thinking bout All the times I spent I with you, and all my friends Wish it would never end I can't get outta bed Not because I'm really sick or nothing I'm just fucked up in the head But I still stay off the meds Not tryna be a walking zombie my nigga I'd rather just be depressed Mental heavy cause I'm stressed But still you stay buggin like a pest I can't sleep never rest My mental health has hit a steep decline call that shit mount everest Why do I feel so much pain when I wake up and realize I'm still alive Why do I feel so much pain when I wake up and realize I'm still alive Still alive (× a whole bunch a times) I just try to spread as much love as I can Always giving advice tell em go get the bag Stayin on my grind even though my music is bad Just tryna make it but nobody a fan Nobody a fan nobody got what I'm looking for Nobody got what I'm looking for No I'm all alone

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I been working on this album for a couple months now and I really just wanted to make something and put something out that was better than anything I've ever written or recorded before and I believe I achieved it with this album, it is not perfect in any respect but I believe it is a step forward and towards a better me and a better music career. p.s. also uhh im sorry for it being so sad but like I set out to make a fun bop filled album and it turned out super sad I apologize.

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released April 5, 2019

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Steven Sutfin La Verne, California

A big lil boy with a dream.

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